repress

i keep writing something and slowly backspacing as i realise i don't have the guts to put it out on the internet.
what if in the future i regret writing it? or regret not writing it?
when i think of it that way it seems to make more sense not to write it because if i wrote it and later i realise i don;t mean it then well its a disaster but if i mean it and later realise i do mean it even though i didn't write it i can write it next time.
all very confusing i'm sure.