i fell through the rabbit hole

Today i found out that the A math test i mugged for was NOT TODAY

why WHY WHYYYYY

Walk the walk

Today when i was coming home from school, a boy from a school near mine came on the same bus. He put his bag on the seat and stood next to it, even though there were about three empty seat near him. Then, when a lady who had been sleeping on her seat got off the bus, he swung his bag up and sat on her seat.And he kept mouthing words to himself, i don't know what he was saying though.

then, when he got off the bus, he walked along the pavement for a bit then suddenly stopped and did a strange wriggly dance, then kept walking as if nothing happened. I couldn't help but laugh.

the world needs more of these kinds of people.

oh, and if he was just doing it to entertain people, he totally succeeded.

Just saying.

5 days in heavan

FINALLY A BREAK. 

i've been stressing so much recently..sleeping late because of work and stuff.

so finally, now that we have 5 days of freedom, i'm not going to waste my precious time mugging my head off.

I'm off to the beautiful beaches of desaru.

I'll see you on the flip side.

Never take these classes

I uploaded both versions cos i couldn't decide which version i liked better

I want a nice guy please

B+ AGAIN?????

THIS IS SO FUNNY. Thank goodness i don't have a dad like that. still...i know kids whose parents cane them if they don't get good grades.

But what can i say? this is Singapore, home to the you must always do better parents

so long farewell

It was the sec 4 farewell tonight. I didn't cry. although i'll miss them super duper alot.

I wore my fishy dress and i felt a bit uncomfortable but good you know what i mean?

I have now decided to plan for my speech at the end of sec 4.

i dont think i'll cry even then though.

it ended one hour too late but it didn't really matter.

Loving you loving me

Today was my parents anniversary.

I wonder if i'll ever find someone who loves me for me.

Oh dear.

Or someone who i love who will love me back.

______

I keep hitting repeat

Yesterday me and Emily were discussing selena gomez's love you like a love song song. And we kept laughing over the and i keep hitting re peat peat peat  part. The she told me something and i (unknowingly) replied: I know know know know!

talk about the impact of media of teenagers nowadays! im a living breathing example.

Just to say. I think selena gomez is one of the last unspoiled disney stars. I really hope she stays that way.

Ice cream men

SO. My favorite male character from harry potter is an aspiring ice cream man.

The swiss man i flirted with was an ice cream man (that was for practical purposes)

and now on my birthday the nice island creamery man gave me a free scoop without looking at my IC, and helped me keep my ice cream cake in the freezer until i left.

I think i have a thing for ice cream men.

shopping

I saw these cute little things in cotton on and i so wanted to buy them to wear with my birdie dress (premieres church anniversary :) )  but i already bought a fishy dress so i felt really broke and decided abstinence was the best way to cure my guilt. The fishy dress was sop cute. blue with fishes on it and a heart cut out at the back. hemmed in mustardy yellow...you have to see it to love it.

I spent most of the day trailing after simren and hannah the shopping stamina goddesses.

6 hours I TELL YOU: i could not have stood shopping that long two years ago.

even now i find it hard to bear.

thank god for food, it helps to distract from the pain of aching feet and empty wallets.

And thank you reshem my dear guy friend for buying me nice purple slippers. i wear them alot now. they are comfy and cool.

i love shopping with friends.

Hush

There are so many things i want to say but i just don't dare.

Harry potter

Good bye dear friends of the past.

you made my childhood magical

GERMANY and SWITERLAND

Ok, i admit it, in Switzerland i was extra nice and maybe even...dare i say it...flirty with the ice cream man. And it worked. he gave me an extra big ice cream cone...which i later had trouble finishing. i was in the carnival mood, cos switzerland was just so darn pretty, it had stall selling raspberries, strawberries lots of other berries, flowers, toys and buskers with voices worthy if American idol...or better. This lovely group of men singing under a bridge were so good that i danced a bit for them, and gave them some euro, and i slid down the Bannister of a Swiss stairway, and pretended i was not a super stressed Singaporean girl. I pranced, danced and glissaded my way through those BEAUTIFUL streets. i felt like a fairy in my billowy blue skirt, in a magical land where everyone sang and loved and ate ice cream.

And in Germany, we (me Hannah, Tim, Parents, simren, reshem) were walking up a mountain when reshem pointed out a stone that was gleaming wet in the sun

"cool" i said, feeling it to affirm its wetness

Reshem looked at me strangely and said that it was probably fox pee pee that wet the stone. I wiped it on my shirt and hurried on, thoroughly embarrassed.

And the day we left Germany, a shaft of sunlight burst through the clouds on to the fields below like a beautiful song and gave me a perfect last memory.

I just can't explain all my experiences in Germany and Switzerland  here...you've got to feel it yourself.

Suffice to say, you really understand why god blessed the earth and rested on the seventh day of his creation.

SCOTLAND

CAIRNGORM. is the name of the mountain that i climbed. its actually a hill but it sounds so much cooler when you say i climbed a mountain than when you say i climbed a hill. it was cold at the bottom but as we climbed we got so hot we had to strip off layers of clothing. so from seven layers, it became two. Then as we neared the rest stop, it started sleeting. MY FIRST EXPERIENCE WITH SNOW. beautiful. at the ptarmigan lodge we had steaming hot hot chocolate with froth and marshmallows and milk moustaches, and then i mooched some soup off hannah. it was so good that we took pictures and pictures of it!!!!!!!! the soup. not the moustaches.

We went driving round in a pretty black car and when you looked out the window as we left Cathie's cottage in inverarnoch, you could always see fir trees with air ferns growing from their trunks and dew dripping from their leaves. And quiet streams just flow and flow and never seem to stop...and tim and renny caught fish from a lake and tim's fish was pregnant but we ate it anyway...though i felt pretty bad.

And dear dear auntie sheila gave me a really useful cupcake book and i have been baking almost every week ever since.

ENGLAND

So i just came home from England (this was months ago....sorry for the late post!!!!), where it was like 20 degrees every day so now I'm sweating like a pig i front of the computer. IN England i didn't go on the computer AT ALL
I'm so proud of me :)
but i did go on the ipad a bit. for homework.
The best part in England was horse riding, and stroking my grandma's cats and basically relaxing, something almost impossible to do in Singapore.
On the horse riding day, we got to get introduced to the horses. The lady Pru, had 19 of them!!!!!!
wow wow wow.
I was going to ride amy, who was dark brown, and really friendly. Connie, my cousin, rode freddy, a sweet ginger male who was only born with one nostril and had to have the other one cut in, and who had one higher shoulder higher than the other, but who was really sweet.
We brushed them down, then we put on their tack, then we rode them in this big barn thing. Pru had to keeo reminding me to ride with my heels down and sitting right back on my butt bones, and connie to stop leaning forward and to hold the reins properly. the guy leading my horse was really cute :)
My grandma;s cat is called sparkle. she's really preeeeeety. a tabby and she actually ignored me at first except at food time, when she acted really nice. But one night she just came and jumped on my lap and we made friends and i was her nightly stroker after that.
In england, everything was so much more relaxed and aaaaaaaahhhhh.
so i miss it a whole lot