i once read a book about 2 sister, violet and lily
violet was (ironically) a shrinking violet, while lily was loud and lovely and likeable
and sometimes i feel like that
hannah seems the perfect sister
and she is
just too perfect sometimes
and i get this sinking feeling of never matching up
i asked my mother
'mum, do you think i'm uninteresting, especially relative to hannah?'
and my mum said
'no, i have some of the most interesting conversations with you'
but then again, she is my mother.
i don't begrudge hannah of course, but sometimes i berate myself for being so unsocial and shy and cold
once again this post is not going anywhere. (um, including twitter. not on twitter please)
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