my week in bullets points

-advent concert

-church

-shopping with Ben (stupid rain)

-da paolo to make up for the rainy weather

-reading amy tan novels all day everyday

-seeing Ben getting his haircut (yawn)

-reliving Vietnam in my head over and over and over again

-getting a surprise whatsapp from ellis and remembering how much i love being her friend

-getting  a surprise whatsapp from bramina and remembering how much i love being her friend

-feeling bad that i didn't send bramina's letter earlier

-freaking out over lit

-listening to the like crazy soundtrack on repeat

-first OGL meeting (failing the attire check miserably like the rebel child i am. but really please. NO TURTLE EARRINGS? what is this blasphemy)

-stupid whatsapp conversations with the clan and laughing a lot (abs here i come)

-really good training today (matched my PB, working on getting it lower lower lower!)

-phone call to hannah yesterday, miss her love her, hope she gets into cambridge because i'm excited to go to spain with her just us just sisters

 r e a l i s i n g     t ha t     m y     l i f e     l a ck s    t i me    a  n d     t h a t     i    d o n ' t    f e  e l   e x ci t ed     f o r     t h i n g s     i     t h o u g h t   w  o u l d   e x c i te   m  e

and at the same time

i    g e t   e x c i t ed    o v e r    s m all   t h in g s

(like this-taken during a drought in america and absolutely beautiful)