4 eva

Today in lit class i was saying something (as usual) and i realised i said 'forever, for life'

and i thought how strange that was.

It was like i was equating eternity with life which is really so so SO fleeting.

Usually we live very in ourselves. But sometimes i like thinking about me in the whole wide world . I picture me exactly where i am and then i 'zoom out' to the whole room and then to the whole country and then the the whole globe and then to the whole entire MILKY WAY and the coolest thing is i can't go beyond that even thought there IS a beyond that but its just so darn BIG. It makes me quite giddy and i get the sudden cold rush i get when i miss a step or go over a road bump (a sleeping policeman ha ha) too fast

But yes.

Its also calming. Suddenly you aren't in a library, or a train, a an examination hall. Suddenly you're flying above the universe, your consciousness suspended and your definition of self diminished. You're completely powerless and wise at the same time, and for a split second you aren't completely real-you're an observer of reality and YOU ARE UNSTOPPABLE

Things like your hunger or your thirst and your stress all become so pointless

And yet the people you love still shine brighter than all the stars in the galaxy